Today we finally get to leave the hospital! Yeah!
There were no findings, no results, no answers, but we could go home.
I guess in the car and signing the dismissal papers, I was just happy we were leaving and had no clue what we were in store.
Doctors are supposed to help you, give you answers, and talk you through the problem.
The only thing I really remember hearing was "We just don't treat seizures in inpatient."
I wanted to look at this neurologist, take her neck in my hands and literally wring it.
"yes, you have told me, you don't treat seizures inpatient! then make them stop!!!"
Saturday, July 2, 2008,was pretty tough, as Jake was already pretty drugged that previous night, in order to make the seizures stop. Then Saturday morning, he had to have a MRI.
This could have been the most miserable experience of my life. The techs were literally fighting with each other, I hear them yelling at my son to lay still, and it takes FOREVER!!!
They bring Jake to us and inform us they had to give him more drugs, because he wouldn't lay still. At this moment I was certain, his little body would simply shut down. He did not speak, sit, or eat for at least 16 hours after this.
The tears and the emotion that day, almost led me to pull him out of the hospital right then and seek treatment somewhere else.
Actually, I think Matt and I said we were going to do that, but at this point we were sooo terrified of big seizures, aka, tc's, we were too afraid to travel to another hospital with him in our car.
We were afraid of the unknown, as we still had not been educated at all about what was happening to our precious baby!
So Monday night, we were finally released from the prison, some call a hospital.
Jake had a great time when he was awake enough, sober enough and not seizing every minute. "til this day the kid LOVES hospitals and can tell you details about every nurse and every detail of every hospital he has been at.
My iv, this is where I get my meds
God is our refuge our strength, a very pesent help in trouble.
Psalm 46:1
God Bless~ Christine
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